The Truth

This is the truth. I'm a student without a job. I have loans. I want to be a traveling journalist and for reasons beyond me, I want to go to London. I need a job, a boyfriend, and a "real" future. I can't match  society or my clothes. My old friends don't know what's happened to me. My Family will never truly know my whole picture because, I'm a disconnect. My views can't conform because, I was taught freedom, understanding, and individualism. I don't want to use mean language and am shocked by rude words, spoken without love. I show my love and "wear my heart on my sleeve". I'm a complex mind with passion beyond believe. I believe in happiness. I believe in God, Jesus Christ, and the angels. And, I believe in me. I've always trusted my heart. My life is my own and I try to live fearless. I became brave because, there was nothing else to be. I wasn't always this way and change once in a while. Though, it's hard to understand some things in me will never change.And, "love is all you need". What if we could live without judgement on each other and leave the judgement to only the Heavenly Father?